Heaven

 

Heaven to me is...

Having no earthly body

With it's aches and pains age brings

With gravity pulling at your body

So strongly, that as you age

You begin to feel so heavy

That a flight of stairs seem unsurmountable

That just walking is a burden

And the weight from the gravitational pull

Makes it seem like you are carrying

An extra person on your back.

That the agonies should never outweigh the ecstasies

Heaven to me is

Having no more emotional burdens

Being free from feeling depressed

Having no more concerns over

Your children and their problems

Some so great you know

No matter how hard you try

You won't be able to help them

Being free from feelings of guilt

That maybe you were't a good enough parent

And maybe you made too many mistakes raising them

Mistakes your parents made

While raising you.

The same mistakes you swore you'd

Never make with your children

Heaven to me is

No longer having to worry about finances

Or how will I possibly pay my bills this month?

And how can I help my children pay theirs

When I can't pay my own?

No longer having to argue with

My spouse over money

No longer feeling the heavy burden

A large mortgage payment brings

Or worrying about the price tag

A new car carries with it

Or having any worldly treasures

Being free from worry

Heaven to me is

Never again having your heart broken

Never feeling so betrayed that

You don't want to get out of bed

That sleep seems like paradise

Even tho' the nightmares

Keep waking you up

Or even worse you dream that

You are happy with the one you love

And that they love you in return

Only waking to find your happiness

Shattered all over again

Being able to look forward to another day

Heaven to me is

Having a divine connection with my creator

Feeling connected with every living being.

Having no more fear or hate, only love

Not ever having to worry about

Cooking meals

Or where the next meal will come from

Only concerning yourself

With spiritual food

The kind that heals

Nourishes you beyond any satisfaction

You have ever known existed

Longing to give love

And be loved unconditionally, universally

Feeling free to let your spirit soar

I'd like to be there now.

 

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